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The "Strangely Boring" World of Gemma
A Reappearing Act...
Created on 2006-04-08 00:43:18 (#9982044), last updated 2009-11-16
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Basic Info| Name: | gemma |
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BioHi I'm 23 years old and my life is quite sadly boring.
I've been AN, BN and ED-NOS for 8 yrs now (but eating problems started way before that) and have been hospitalized 11 times (3 x ED hospitals, 4 x general psychiatrics and a mental health assessment unit x 4) from the age of 17. I got down to 69lbs (BMI 13.3) and I had starvation-induced psychosis, severe co-morbid depression and obsessive compulsive disorder. I've been in "recovery" since but it's never left me and I don't know if it ever will.
I have a lovely gerbil named Spoon. She was born on 18th June 2007. I have a RSPCA cat home rescue cat called Truffles who was born on New Year's day 2003 and 2 male guinera pigs called Toffee and Rolo, born on 3rd May 2009 and we live with my boyfriend.
Recently I lost 31lbs from 106lbs down to 75lbs, thinking that each pound gone was another pound closer to beauty but now I'm attempting a slight gain to function properly and stay out of hospital... but for how long???
Height: 1.549m/ 5'0.9"
HW: 106 BMI 20.2
LW: 69 BMI 13.3
GW: 88 for now? 87,maybe? Hmmmmm...Ummm IDK!
I've been AN, BN and ED-NOS for 8 yrs now (but eating problems started way before that) and have been hospitalized 11 times (3 x ED hospitals, 4 x general psychiatrics and a mental health assessment unit x 4) from the age of 17. I got down to 69lbs (BMI 13.3) and I had starvation-induced psychosis, severe co-morbid depression and obsessive compulsive disorder. I've been in "recovery" since but it's never left me and I don't know if it ever will.
I have a lovely gerbil named Spoon. She was born on 18th June 2007. I have a RSPCA cat home rescue cat called Truffles who was born on New Year's day 2003 and 2 male guinera pigs called Toffee and Rolo, born on 3rd May 2009 and we live with my boyfriend.
Recently I lost 31lbs from 106lbs down to 75lbs, thinking that each pound gone was another pound closer to beauty but now I'm attempting a slight gain to function properly and stay out of hospital... but for how long???
Height: 1.549m/ 5'0.9"
HW: 106 BMI 20.2
LW: 69 BMI 13.3
GW: 88 for now? 87,maybe? Hmmmmm...Ummm IDK!
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